Entry 01

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I wish Rachel would come back to Glee. I know it's a stupid thing to worry about, but I'm totally stressing about my solo. Mr. Shuester made me practice in front of everyone this afternoon, and I could feel their disappointment burning into me as they watched. I know I'm not as good as Rachel, and I'll probably mess up in front of everyone. As much as I love  Glee and singing, I don't think I can handle it. =/  Artie and Mercedes say I shouldn't worry, and that I should be happy, but they don't really understand...

I don't know what I'm going to do. Thank God I have this journal to dump all my thoughts in =/

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It's strangely cold in my house, and I really didn't feel like working on my English paper, so I thought I'd take the time and write something in this journal. 

Today was another average day.  School was boring as always, and  this morning I found out I failed my Geometry quiz . Joy. I can feel my weekend privileges diminishing already... During Glee, Mr. Shue made me practice my solo in front of the group, and I think I did alright. I still need more practice, though.  

Anyway, that's all I've got. I'm strangely tired, so I think I'll go lie down for a while. Thanks for all the welcomes in my last post, by the way.